Day 2,882

Growth:

The clarity created by a looming deadline is a dagger that can cut both ways, we must choose how we will wield it. Do we choose the side focused on reminding us of how little is left, the scarcity mindset – or – do we choose to see it as a gift, it creates such intense focus on the present moment as that will come to a close soon? I’m choosing the beauty of the clarity, but am also allowing myself to be a little cut by the feeling of loss. That sting reminds me to appreciate life all the more especially when there’s no deadline in sight, though I know the deadline looms hidden in the fog if the future.

Appreciation:

This was likely the last “boys night” for Dominic, Gavin, and I for quite some time. Dominic moves to college on Sunday and we decided to enjoy the evening together. Pizza, games, and a little Mario Kart to round out the evening, a pretty much perfect one to remember until the next. So grateful for the opportunity to share one more night like that with both boys.

Presence:

Seriously, pretty much every moment after I wrapped up work at 5:30 until a few minutes ago was present with the boys. Funny how much more we appreciate time even we know how little we have left. Wonderful memories were created, shared, and will be remembered.

Thanks!!!